yeah you got some of that MI... the Zen part of it is tricky... ya see theres a few lessons there...
"so instead of calling Meyers back I called the old man he was home so I said I'd be there in an hour or so.."
whats more important...
"got to my old man's he's jabbering about how I should be at work I'm jabbering about how he should be at work... he comes back with I'm management I work when I want to... yada yada..."
avoidance is the same as deception... and it's still lying someone thats been there and done that will know....
and he looks at me as asks point blank..."so why ain't you at work boy?"
so I tell him the story...
when you admit your weakness you are weak... so be careful who you give your weakness to
then theres the rest of the story the point of which you got head on...
my old man had a way of speaking volumes without saying a word... a rare gift... rarer still in linework...
yeah he told me I had acted foolishly...
"your only as good as your tools" if ya ain't got any you cant do much... but going back to the hammer...
not just any hammer will do ya in line work you wouldn't use a claw hammer to frame a pole any more than you would use it to pound out a dent in the bumper of you car... have the right tools for the job... thats not necessarily a trick of the trade but sometimes it is... the same hammer you use for 'bustion might not be worth a damn in a substation...
and that was what my old man was tellin me... my skills, my knowledge, my desire was worthless... because I was using the wrong hammer...
yeah thats another Koan...
I sure miss that old man sometimes... all the time...
I guess the "trick of the Trade" is just that Swimpy...